Snow Blind Part Three

By Doc II

 

Author: Doc Two (aka Doc aka DII)

Ó October 2005

 

Synopsis: A mission Saunders never wanted turns sour in ways he never expected.

 

Acknowledgements: Jester – thanks for all that you do to keep me from losing my tiny mind.  You’re not only a wonderful, imaginative writer, but a great friend.  I can’t thank you enough!

 

Disclaimer: Combat! and its characters do not belong to me and I am not being compensated in any tangible way for this story.

 

Note: Dialog in foreign languages have been demarked with “<>”.  Whether the words are French or German should be obvious.

 

 

 

***        ***        ***

 

 

Littlejohn shifted his rifle restlessly, squeezing the fingers of his right hand into a tight fist in a futile attempt to relieve the numbness brought on by the cold.  The snow had finally stopped, but the temperature had dropped another ten degrees, leaching the heat out of bodies already pushed beyond their limits.  The big private shrugged his parka higher on his shoulders and continued slogging through the knee-high drifts some twenty yards downhill of the path.

 

The squad had been moving steadily for the last several hours, stopping only for a few short breaks to drink the scant water not yet frozen in their canteens and to allow Caje to rest.  The scout still refused to let anyone look at his arm.  His face, pale and drawn under the bill of his wool cap and helmet, confirmed the pain he denied.  His useless Garand hung over his shoulder, slapping at the backs of his thighs with each step.  Clutching his injured arm, the Cajun doggedly trudged on.

 

Saunders called another halt, moving away from the little group and pulling the map from inside his overcoat.  By his reckoning, they had to be almost at the rendezvous site.  He could only pray the Maquis were still there, waiting for their tardy American amis and not captured by the roving Germans.  Saunders was well aware of the patrol they’d left behind and the fact that the young Kraut’s body must have been discovered by now.  He had to assume they were being pursued and that the actions of first squad might bring down the wrath of the Third Reich on the beleaguered resistance band.

 

Stuffing the map back into his coat, Saunders turned to look at his men, his gaze falling on each of them in turn.  Littlejohn, still trying to cajole Caje into letting him bandage the obviously injured arm.  Nelson, M1 at the ready and watching the perimeter without being told.  His innocence lost at the moment his gun jammed, Billy wasn’t about to let anything else happen to them if he had any say in it. 

 

Saunders shook his head, sorrow warring with relief in his heart.  Billy had kept his boyish exuberance far longer than anyone had a right to expect.  Why did it hurt so now to see him assume the posture of a seasoned soldier? 

 

He turned his attention to Ames, crouched in the snow, shoulders rounded as he wrapped his arms around himself, warding off the cold.  Ames had changed, too, no longer the chatterbox Saunders had to continually shush.  The circles under his eyes only accentuated the distance in his gaze as the replacement stared off into the trees.

 

And Caje, his wounded arm hanging limply at his side.  The most reliable member of the squad, stalwart and taciturn, Caje was the man Saunders knew he could always depend on, no matter what the situation.  Now Caje was the wild card, his dark eyes blank and unseeing. 

 

The sergeant sighed, watching the thin needle of the compass swing wildly back and forth before settling into a steady direction.  They had no choice but to move on.  The avalanche had decided that.  Saunders shoved the compass into his pocket and readjusted his gloves, his right hand coming to rest on the barrel of the Thompson.  Rejoining his men, he got them to their feet without a word, indicating to Nelson to take the point.  They moved out, five silent shadows in the darkening forest.

 

***        ***        ***

 

an hour later…

 

 

Caje shivered in the small hollow he’d made for himself at the base of an enormous pine tree.  Taking advantage of the steep pitch of the terrain at the rendezvous point, he’d managed to kick a hole in a snowdrift large enough to hide his entire body.  As he was incapable of using his weapon, there was no need for him to clear a field of fire.  All Caje had to do was lie low.  And it weighed on him heavily.

 

The waning afternoon light turned the snow flat grey, leaving no visual clues to aid in depth perception.  The scout idly stared at a low-hanging limb, its needles encased in crystal sheaths of ice.  For a moment he felt he could stretch out and grab the branch, shaking it free of its burden and sending it snapping skyward.  With a start, Caje realized that the tree was more than twenty feet away and far out of reach.  He blinked, fatigue washing over him in numbing waves.

 

Kirby.  Kirby!  Hugging his injured arm gently across his chest, Caje fought the memories that kept forcing themselves to the forefront of his attention.  The image of Kirby’s face, eyes wide and mouth a silent “o” as he’d looked up into the oncoming wall of snow, played over and over behind Caje’s dark eyes.  The scout had risen to his feet, still clutching the guide rope, rising as if to affect some sort of rescue and make a difference to what was already an inevitable event.  He’d known from the start what a risk the crossing would be.  They’d all known.  But the knowledge didn’t offer him any comfort.

 

A small metallic clink drew him from his thoughts, jangling his nerves and slamming white-hot shards of pain from shoulder to fingers.  Biting his lip to keep from moaning aloud, Caje pressed himself further into his icy hideout, turning in the direction of the noise but not revealing so much as the top of his helmet.

 

“Caje?” 

 

Saunders’ voice seemed to directly address his left ear, so soft that the Cajun wasn’t quite sure at first if he’d conjured up the sergeant or if the man was really there.  He flinched away, turning to find Saunders curled tightly over one bent knee, camo helmet squarely on his head for once.  Caje regarded him levelly, dark eyes boring into the sergeant’s.  He was embarrassed to have been caught unaware in his musings.  More so, Caje was mortified to have been caught, period.  Especially by Saunders, a man Caje had learned to trust and depend on.  And whose approval he still sought, despite having proved himself over and over in the deadly French countryside.

 

The sergeant moved closer to Caje, turning his body so that he faced out of the little snow cave.  His wary gaze slid from shadow to shadow, the barrel of the Tommy following each potential target.  Satisfied for the moment, Saunders glanced at the Cajun, swallowing down the anger and irritation he’d felt toward the man earlier.  He knew only too well how Caje was feeling.  After all, he’d stood at the edge of the snowfield and watched two of his men vanish in the thundering violence of an avalanche.  Bullets, grenades, mines…  Saunders had seen all manner of ways in which a man’s life could be summarily ended.  This cruel act of nature seemed somehow more horrific by its very randomness.  Any of them could have been out there, clinging to the guide rope.  Or none of them.  He shook his head, reaching out one gloved hand to pat Caje’s uninjured shoulder. 

 

“Keep your head down.”

 

Saunders left the shelter at a crouch, gliding in and out of the trees, not looking back at the scout.

 

***        ***        ***

 

Where was Aramis? 

 

The sergeant paused next to a particularly dense copse of bushes and hunkered down, his aching ankles complaining about the additional strain.  He felt the snow slowly give under his boots, forcing him to shift from one leg to the other.  Finally Saunders dropped to his knees, the icy cold penetrating the thick wool of his trousers and settling into joints already numb and sore from the relentless pace of the day. 

 

Glancing back over his shoulder toward Caje’s position, Saunders absently patted his pockets, his stiff and gloved fingers finding the cigarettes and then dropping again to the Thompson.  I’d kill for a smoke.  He blinked, realizing that that was exactly what he was going to have to do to get one.  Kill somebody.  Some kid, like the one they’d thrown down the mountain. 

 

Saunders wasn’t a particularly sentimental man.  He wasn’t given to thinking too much about what he’d done in the course of a day, rarely if ever second-guessing himself.  It was a quality that allowed him to sleep at night, knowing that he’d done what he had to do, to protect his men and the mission.  It was also the thing that made his men so loyal to him, a fact that scared Saunders beyond any torture dreamed up by the Nazis.  HE’D sent each man across that snowfield today.  Doc and Kirby wouldn’t have been out there had he not given the order to cross.  The sole responsibility for what had happened rested squarely on his exhausted shoulders. 

 

Saunders wasn’t sure if he’d ever sleep again.

 

Climbing wearily to his feet, the sergeant forced his way further downhill, wallowing through drifts higher than his shoulders.  He knew he was in the right place, the landmarks matched up perfectly.  Despite the avalanche and the detour to track down the German shooter, they were on time for the rendezvous.  Saunders shoved back his sleeve to peer at his watch again.

 

Where was Aramis?

 

And more importantly, where was that German patrol?

 

 

***        ***        ***

 

Littlejohn looked at his watch, tapping gently on the crystal with his index finger.  Holding the timepiece up to his ear, he impatiently tugged the hood of his overcoat back so he could ascertain that it was, indeed, ticking.  He shrugged, raising one eyebrow in answer to Ames’ unspoken question.  Flattening out again in the snow, Littlejohn returned his attention to the empty trail below him and tried not to notice the numbness creeping into his nether regions.

 

Ames coughed lightly into his gloves, his M1 balanced across the tops of his wrists.  His head turned slowly from left to right, looking for any sign of movement, either Resistance or enemy.  At this point, he wasn’t sure which scared him the most.

 

“How long?”  The replacement’s hoarse whisper was startlingly loud.  He flinched at Littlejohn’s grimace, ducking his head down so low he could barely see over the dead pine trunk he’d chosen to shelter behind.

 

Littlejohn started to answer him, holding out a couple of fingers when his head whipped around, wide eyes staring into the depths of the forest.  A long moment passed as the big man listened intently, straining to hear over the pounding of his own heart. 

 

He turned suddenly, looking straight into Ames’ startled face.  His lips moved, but no sound accompanied the words.

 

They’re coming.

 

Ames swallowed hard, nodding without realizing he’d done so.  He rolled over in the snow, away from Littlejohn and past the end of the dead tree.  From this vantage point he could see Billy some thirty yards away on the other side of the path.  More importantly, Ames could see the kid watching him closely.  He signaled him, keeping his hands low. 

 

Nelson nodded and turned away from the path, melting into the pattern of the trees, and disappeared from view.

 

***        ***        ***

 

Caje gingerly rolled back his sleeve from his left hand.  He hadn’t looked at the injury before, knowing full well that if he did, Saunders or Littlejohn would be right there, sticking their noses in his business.  Well, DOC’S business if the truth be told, but Doc wasn’t here and…  The scout forced his thoughts to trail off.  He just couldn’t believe it.  Kirby and Doc, both gone.  Kirby, one of the few men he’d allowed close enough to become a friend.  Doc, the most honest and compassionate man he’d ever met.  Gone. 

 

With a sigh, Caje studied his swollen wrist, frowning at the purpled flesh.  Gently tugging his glove off, he stared at the streaks that extended well down his bloated fingers where the skin had been peeled back like a ripe banana.  Oddly, the wound hadn’t bled.  He tried to move his hand and almost fainted with the agony that burst from his fingers and shot like a rocket straight to his shoulder.  Leaning his head back into the snowy bark of the pine, Caje closed his eyes, willing himself to stay conscious and alert.  He may not be able to fire a rifle, but…

 

“MERDE!”

 

The sudden volley of M1 fire crashed against his eardrums, reverberating over and over.  Caje found himself on his knees, desperately trying to pull his glove back over the maimed fingers.  Bile rose in the back of his throat and his vision greyed as the pain tore its way into his head.  He clenched his teeth, his jaw aching with the effort he imposed on himself. 

 

Clawing at his back with his good hand for the Garand, Caje slipped in the icy snow, rolling over and over as he tried to free the weapon.  It took several moments for him to realize that he could hear answering German fire and voices shouting in two languages in what seemed to be complete chaos.  The rifle remained strapped firmly to his back, despite his one-handed efforts to haul it around into firing position.  He crawled back to his shelter, now knowing that no amount of resolve would enable him to join in the fight.

 

***        ***        ***

 

Nelson leveled his M1, blinking furiously against the sheen of tears brought on by the biting wind.  So far, he’d not fired a single shot, biding his time until the Germans were totally focused on Littlejohn and Ames who were maintaining a solid wall of lead against the advancing enemy.  The German scout had fallen immediately, arms flung wide as he flopped backward into the crimson-stained snow.  Behind him, another man had staggered, grabbing at his thigh and grimacing in sudden pain.  He’d managed to crawl behind a stout tree trunk but hadn’t returned any fire.  Nelson edged to his left, one eye on the wounded Kraut.

 

…five, six, seven…..eight.  Biting his lip in frustration, Billy almost missed the blur of motion just to his rear.  As it was, Saunders was almost on top of him before he could swing his rifle around.  Allowing himself to fall flat on his back in the snow, the young private fought to slow down his breathing, staring wildly back at his sergeant’s oddly calm blue eyes.

 

“How many?”  Saunders inclined his head toward the German patrol as he slithered behind the cover of a dead fall.  He checked his weapon briefly then glanced back at Nelson.  He repeated his question.  “How many?”

 

Nelson twisted his neck backwards, his eyes rolling upwards until only the whites showed.  “Eight.  Well, seven now, they got the point man.  There’s another injured, I dunno if he’s okay or not.  He’s not firin’.”  He flipped over onto his stomach.  “Sarge?”

 

The sergeant checked his field of fire, one knee drawn up under him.  Glancing upslope in the general direction of Ames and Littlejohn, Saunders nodded to himself as he pulled a full magazine from his pocket and wedged it between two of the dead trees.  He looked up at Nelson, only vaguely aware that the man was asking him a question.  One blonde eyebrow hiked its way upward.

 

The younger man swallowed hard.  “You think they’re gonna fall for it?  Come this way?”  His fingers tightened on his rifle, hugging it to his chest.

 

Saunders nodded once, left hand waving Nelson off.  “They have to.  Now move off a little, just to that tree over there.”  He pointed and then settled into his own position, staring down the length of the submachine gun.  And waited.

 

***        ***        ***

 

Glancing over his shoulder at Ames to ensure that he was still firing, Littlejohn took a moment to slam a fresh clip into his M1.  Scrunching down still further in his position, he recommenced his assault on the German patrol.  As he peered around the end of the pile of felled trees, Littlejohn muttered a grateful prayer that they’d been the first ones there.  Without the advantage of the elevation, the German patrol was initially forced into grabbing whatever cover they could and firing back blindly.  Unfortunately for them, Ames and Littlejohn had them pinned down between the sheer rock face upslope and the treacherous drifts below.  Littlejohn smiled grimly as he managed to pick off another of the Krauts, smoothly shifting his sights to his next target.  One less for Sarge and Billy to worry about!

 

***        ***        ***

 

Caje held himself as still as possible, straining to hear above the ear-numbing racket of the firefight.  He hadn’t heard the staccato stuttering of the sergeant’s Thompson yet and wondered why, the worry rising like quicksilver within him.  He considered moving from his refuge and finding a better vantage point but knew it would be a useless and perhaps dangerous idea given the state of his arm.  Carefully cupping his elbow with his right hand, Caje cradled his mangled fingers, his thoughts clouded by the overriding pain.

 

“Mon ami, my friend!  America, America!”

 

Falling over backwards in surprise, Caje scrambled to his knees, his dark eyes wide with astonishment.  He stared at the apparition that had turned up without warning on the side of a mountain during both a snowstorm AND a heated exchange of lead between the Germans and the Americans. 

 

The man winced at a particularly loud volley of gunfire, as he leaned forward, hands on his knees, and peered at Caje, his frown accentuating the gaunt hollows in his cheeks and the multiple gaps between his badly discolored teeth.  He wore a tattered greatcoat that might have been any color originally but which was now faded to an indiscriminate grey.  Wrapped around his thin waist was a worn leather belt and a stained holster that contained a revolver the likes of which Caje had never seen.  The remains of a pair of ancient hiking boots clung to his feet and ankles, aided with strips of torn fabric tied with elaborate knots.  On his head perched a huge Russian fur hat, the flaps sticking straight out over his ears.  A straggly beard covered the lower half of the man’s face, unkempt and untrimmed, which only added to his general air of ill health.  He leaned in further, his breath hot in Caje’s face as he awkwardly embraced the Cajun, apparently not noticing the wide-eyed panic his gesture triggered.

 

<”I thought you weren’t coming, I thought you were dead, swept away in the avalanche.”>  The stranger tucked himself in next to Caje, reaching up to tug down the earflaps of his enormous hat.

 

Caje could only shake his head, backing away from the man until the tree behind him halted his progress.  The sudden burst of automatic gunfire downhill from the Cajun’s position made both of them flinch, two pairs of eyes turning to stare into the shadowy forest. 

 

The stranger fingered the worn holster, unsnapping it and allowing his hand to rest on the cold metal grip of the ancient pistol. “Vous êtes américain ?”  His voice shook slightly, more than could be accounted for by the cold.  Swallowing hard, he curled up in the limited space afforded him and winced at the next prolonged barrage.

 

Glancing at the man, Caje suddenly realized that he’d forgotten the lost band of resistance fighters, lost as he was himself in a fog of pain and agitation over his inability to help his squad mates.  He hugged his arm tighter to his chest in the close quarters, afraid the newcomer might hug him again.  He nodded and cleared his throat.

 

<”Yes, I’m American, we’re Americans.  You are Aramis?”>  Hearing his own words, Caje could only assume that he was going into shock from his injury.  What was he thinking, giving the man the name of their contact?  He hoped that his intuition wasn’t wrong, that the obviously terrified Frenchman was indeed a member of the Maquis.

 

With an audible sigh, the man leaned his head back against the tree, eyes closed in apparent relief.  <”Thank God, thank God!  Yes, I am Aramis.”>  He scrunched down again, his neck telescoping turtlelike into the folds of his scarf as another torrent of gunfire echoed through the forest.  Shivering hard, Aramis curled his mittened fingers into his palms and tucked his fists into his armpits.

 

Caje could only stare at him.  The man had two arms and legs that appeared in working order.  He had a weapon, although it looked as though it belonged in a museum rather than on a battlefield.  The rattling of Saunders’ Thompson tore through the chill mountain air, startling Caje.  He struggled to his knees, fighting the involuntary moan that rose in his throat as he jostled his swollen hand.

 

<”You’ve got a pistol, you must help them!”>  Reaching up with his good hand, Caje snugged his helmet tighter, risking a quick glance past the edge of his snowy hideout.  Despite the racket uphill, the snowy forest surrounding the two men lay in peaceful beauty.  Caje stared a moment longer, wanting desperately to join in the fight.  He turned back to the resistance fighter, snarling at the man.

 

<”HELP THEM!”>

 

Aramis shook his head, patting the old pistol with one hand and shoving the other into a voluminous pocket.  Withdrawing it, he turned his palm up, revealing two solitary bullets.  He smiled a little at Caje, shrugging his thin shoulders. 

 

<”I only have the two bullets, mon ami.”>

 

Caje stared at him, mouth hanging open in shock.

 

The resistance fighter poked gently at the lead slugs with his index finger, his expression inexplicably sad.  He sighed, then lifted his gaze to the Cajun’s, for once his faded brown eyes steady and not darting away.

 

<”And I believe one of them is to be saved for myself.”>

 

***        ***        ***

 

Billy slowly swung the M1 from left to right, dislodging the snow from the tree branch on which he rested the barrel.  One eye closed, he sighted along its length, waiting for a target.  Although he couldn’t see him, Nelson could feel Saunders’ presence, some twenty feet to his left.  Knowing his sergeant was there lent him a confidence he hadn’t been able to find in himself since the incident with the young German soldier.  He took a deep breath, blinking rapidly to dispel the image of the kid’s dead face looking at him, accusing him.  Oh God….

 

Sporadic firing continued above them, Littlejohn and Ames apparently both still in the game.  The German fire had tapered off to a token shot here and there.  Saunders squinted into the gently falling snow, straining to see the shadowy figures he knew had to be there, had to be coming this way.  He blinked a few times to dislodge flakes that settled heavily on his eyelashes.  Leaning his head against his shoulder, he gently scratched his cheek, not taking his eyes off the interlacing trees.

 

Nelson saw them first, his body trembling violently as the first of the German patrol eased into view.  He held the stock of his rifle tighter against his shoulder, forcing himself to control the adrenaline racing through his veins.  One, two, three…  When Billy got to six he fired, dropping the lead man and winging the one behind him.  He could hear the Thompson clattering away to his left and saw another man go down, arms flung wide with the impact. 

 

Chips flew up all around Saunders as he rolled away from his original position, snow and pine needles showering down as the remaining Germans drew a bead on him.  Ducking under a deadfall, he came up firing and silenced another two of the enemy.  A second M1 joined Nelson’s, and Saunders took advantage of the added manpower to shove a fresh magazine into his weapon.  Peering around the trunk of a sizeable pine, he counted three Krauts still firing.  Drawing his knees up under him, he prepared to charge up the hill in a final assault.

 

***        ***        ***

 

Littlejohn shuffled forward in the snow on his hands and knees, flattening himself out as he accidentally flushed a small nesting bird.  It rose up furiously in his face, flapping its wings and squawking in indignation.  He closed his eyes, expecting a storm of gunfire but was pleasantly surprised to find none directed his way.  Instead, the Germans focused toward the downslope location of Saunders and Nelson.  After a few moments of relative silence, the big private moved again, working his way to the bend in the trail where he and Ames had ambushed the Germans.

 

An arm and leg were visible under the outstretched branches of a chewed up pine tree, its needles forcefully shed by the hail of bullets fired by the Americans.  Littlejohn waited a moment, unsure if the Krauts would have left someone behind to watch their backs as they attempted to outflank the assault.  Just as he prepared to move in, he saw the man, crouched in the darkness beneath an evergreen canopy.  Had the man not sniffed, wiping his nose with the cuff of his greatcoat and shifting his rifle from one hand to the other, Littlejohn might not have spotted him.  As it was, he only barely managed to keep himself hidden.

 

Settling his elbows in an icy drift, Littlejohn pulled his M1 against his shoulder, carefully working his gloved index finger inside the trigger guard.  He took a breath and held it, squeezing the trigger as the shadowy figure centered in the cross hairs.  A shadowy figure leveling his own weapon directly at Littlejohn.

 

***        ***        ***

 

Saunders leapt to his feet, bounding from the cover of one tree to the next in sync with the cover fire from Nelson and Ames.  The enemy fire he drew was random and wild, zinging off the trees overhead.  The worst he got of it was the snow down the back of his neck as it was dislodged from branches.  Unfortunately, that was all the Germans got, too, as he threw himself down in a gully to avoid having his body ventilated.  Automatic fire ripped through the trees above him and rained pine needles over his prone body, jabbing into the tender skin on the back of his neck.  Rolling to the right, Saunders crawled his way through the drifts, aware of Nelson’s continued barrage. 

 

God, just let me get there before the Krauts realize they’ve got us outnumbered.  He glanced up, saw the boulder he’d staked out before and forced his cold-numbed limbs to drag him there.  Flipping onto his back, he pulled the two grenades from his overcoat pocket where he’d stashed them thirty minutes ago, making sure that the pins were fully inserted.  Saunders’ fingers were so frozen he momentarily panicked, forcing the joints fully closed and then open again.  Gripping the wool fingertips in his teeth, he pulled the glove from his right hand, gasping as the icy wind found its way to unprotected skin.

 

Shouldering up to the huge stone, Saunders waited for his men to give him the signal, shivering madly beneath his overcoat.

 

***        ***        ***

 

Kirby hugged his body against the pine tree, leaning as far out as he dared over the drop off.  He couldn’t feel the rough bark touching his skin, though his cheek and ear were pressed firmly against it.  Don’t think about that, William old son.  Just…don’t think about it.    Far below, he could see the meandering river they’d crossed the night before, curving its way around the base of the mountain.  From his vantage point, it looked just like it did on the map, a thin dark line with no more sign of danger than a child’s drawing.  He sighed, turning his back on the open air, and began climbing up to the winding game trail where he’d left Doc.

 

Doc.  Oh God, please help us.  Kirby hadn’t prayed so much since he was an altar boy at the tender age of ten.  By eleven, he’d been forcibly ejected from the church for one too many pranks during mass.  His mother hadn’t been amused, his dad…well, it was better not to think how his father had handled the situation.  It didn’t matter.  Since arriving in France, Kirby wasn’t too sure there actually was a God anyway.  Where was He while Kirby was freezing his toes off and getting shot at and sleeping on the ground?  Or Doc was taking a bullet and left with nobody but Kirby to get him home?

 

He hauled himself up onto the trail, going to his knees in exhaustion.  Mouth wide open, Kirby gulped in thin mountain air, his chest heaving convulsively as he fought to oxygenate his starving lungs.  As his vision cleared, he set his hands on his knees, pushing himself back on his heels, and looked up to find Doc staring at him with anxious blue eyes.

 

“You okay, Kirby?” 

 

The medic sat on a log, his wounded arm resting lightly across his thighs.  Right hand curled into his sleeve, he was scooping clean snow on the back of his overcoat-covered wrist and licking it gingerly off the fabric. 

                        

Kirby watched him for a moment, noting the hard shivers that wracked Doc’s body every few moments.  He worried about the waxy, white areas across the medic’s cheekbones where it should be flushed red from exertion.  He knew his own face looked similar as numbness spread from his ears to his nose.  His fingers he’d given up on long ago.  He staggered to his feet, almost falling down again on the icy track.

 

“You’re gonna freeze yourself, Doc.  Don’t eat too much of it.”  Kirby stared at a pine branch, laden with pristine mounds of snow.  Shaking his head ruefully, he pulled it down to eye level and bit into the icy crystals, trying not to scream as pain shot from his incisors straight through to his brain.  He shuddered, remembering suddenly a hot July when his uncle had sold strawberry ice cream down at the bowling alley.  That same stabbing ache but oh it tasted so good…Kirby shook his head again.  This stuff tastes nothin’ like strawberries.

 

Doc almost grinned.  “It only hurts for the first hour.”  He shook his sleeve so the remaining dusting of snow flew into the wind.  Gathering his left arm closer to his body, he hunched over it, gritting his teeth against the relentless throbbing that threatened to overwhelm him.  Any movement of his hand sent daggers of fire through his muscles and yet Doc felt an almost insane desire to wriggle his fingers.  The force of will required to hold the limb still was eroding rapidly.  The bleeding seemed to have stopped, though, at least for the time being.  The medic peered cautiously at the scarf-wrapped wound, relieved to find no new blood in the snow at his feet.

 

“We gotta get movin’.  I don’t think there’s more than a couple hours worth of light left.”  Kirby stared up at the grey sky, one hand pressed hard to his flank.  Answering a call of nature, he’d been horrified at the bright red splash of blood.  Not that Doc needs to know.  He moved his attention to the medic with no small sense of relief.  Worrying about Doc was productive.  Worrying about himself was time wasted.  Kirby straightened up, ignoring the ache in his back.  Patting Doc gently on the head, he reached down, hooking his numb fingers under the medic’s right elbow.

 

Doc leaned into Kirby, allowing the B.A.R. man to haul him to his feet.  As Kirby slipped under his good arm, taking the medic’s weight on his wiry shoulders, Doc felt a vague rising sensation in his chest, followed by the decidedly unpleasant flip-flopping of his guts in his belly.  Staggering into the smaller man, Doc’s vision rapidly narrowed, telescoping inwardly until all he saw before he blacked out was the languid movement of pine branches in the treetops high above them. 

 

Kirby saw the medic’s head lolling back, eyes unfocused and unseeing.  He tried to catch the man with the intention of easing him carefully to the ground, but had no such luck.  Doc’s weight felled them both and Kirby tumbled into the snow underneath the corpsman’s unconscious body.

 

“Cripes.”  Kirby managed to get his elbows under him, rolling Doc onto his side, and then wriggled his legs out from under the medic.  He took a moment to catch his breath and then scrambled to his knees, ignoring the flaring pain in his back.  Sliding Doc around on the slippery trail, Kirby managed to get the medic’s head lower than the rest of his body and then sat down heavily next to him, panting hard. 

 

“Okay, that’s the last time we’re gonna do that.  I mean, the first time, well, that was pretty hairy but once you came round an’ tole me what to do, ole Kirby’s got it figured out.  The second time, I was ready.  Now it ain’t funny no more.”

 

He reached over and grabbed the front of Doc’s overcoat, wincing as his frozen fingers slowly closed.  Shaking the medic gently at first and then with greater agitation, Kirby fought his own anxiety, trying to imitate the calm manner he’d seen Doc use on his own patients. 

 

“Doc?  Come on, Doc, we gotta get movin’, those Jerries are out here, it’s cold an’ my feet are killin’ me!  Come on, Doc?  DOC!”

 

As Doc’s eyelids fluttered, Kirby loosened his grip and reached up to awkwardly pat the medic’s cheek.  A few moments later, Doc opened his eyes, staring blearily at Kirby’s relieved face.

 

The B.A.R. man sat back on his heels and rested his numb hands on his thighs.  “Ya gotta stop doin’ that, Doc.  You’re scarin’ me to death.”  He looked up at the thick clouds scudding along, mentally cursing the promise of new snowfall.  The wind suddenly picked up, whipping inside his hood and down the back of his neck. 

 

“Sorry.” 

 

The medic’s voice was so faint Kirby had to lean down to hear.  Closing his eyes, the B.A.R. man let his chin fall to his chest and took a deep breath, holding it for a moment.  It wasn’t Doc’s fault.  It wasn’t even his own fault for once.  But try as he might, Kirby just couldn’t find anybody to blame for this predicament.  Turning his attention back to Doc, he very slowly sat him up, pausing for several minutes at a time to allow the medic’s blood pressure to catch up to his new position.

 

By the time the two shivering and staggering privates got themselves underway, the snowfall had begun again, intensifying rapidly to a thick curtain and obliterating the game trail.  Kirby swore under his breath as he steadied Doc, blinking to dislodge the thick snowflakes.  Moving slowly off, he stared hard at the terrain, lower lip caught firmly in his incisors.  They had no choice but to move forward.  Forward and down. 

 

Kirby glanced once over his shoulder, shaking his head at his own foolishness.  Nobody out here but us chickens.  He hiked Doc’s good arm further across his shoulders, practically hauling the man through a particularly deep snowdrift.  Still, he felt a growing anxiety settle in his belly and between his shoulder blades.

 

Looking back one more time, Kirby saw nothing amiss in the snowy late afternoon light.  Certainly not a shadow among other shadows.  Kirby shook his head at Doc’s questioning glance and they moved off into the trees.

 

***        ***        ***

 

Nelson stared hard into the distance, forcing himself to trust Saunders’ plan.  He knew he was at the right place, but had no idea if the timing was right.  From the moment the lead started flying, Billy’d had no idea how many minutes had passed.  Crouching lower in the snow, he jammed a fresh magazine into his M1, panting hard with panic.  He could see Ames not twenty feet away, firing carefully spaced shots at the Germans.  Of Littlejohn there was no sign, a fact that terrified the young private, filling his mind with images he wasn’t prepared to deal with.  A flurry of automatic fire strafed the log above his head and Billy squeezed his eyes tightly shut against the pine bark chips that flew every which way.  Counting to five, he rose to position, opening fire with a vengeance, and prayed that Ames would follow suit.

 

***        ***        ***

 

Saunders fought to control his breathing, afraid the Krauts would hear the labored wheezing of his overtaxed lungs.  Pushing back the sleeve covering his left wrist, the sergeant squinted at his watch for several seconds before he realized that the crystal was smashed and only the hour hand remained.  He let his hand drop to his lap, careful not to dislodge the grenade nestled in his palm. 

 

Below and to his left, Saunders heard the staccato barking of a single M1.  Just a moment before, two of the Army workhorses had been picking away at the German squad.  This was either Nelson’s reload before he and Ames laid down some serious cover fire or one of them had caught a bullet.  Saunders flinched away from both the thought and a sudden burst of automatic fire over his head.  The Krauts are right there!  He pulled his legs up, folding himself into as small a space as he could.

 

With a violence Saunders wouldn’t have thought possible, the two distant Americans opened up, tearing up branches and dumping snow from the treetops.  Arms wrapped around his head, the sergeant heard one of the Germans grunt in pain and a rifle tumbled over the top of the rock, falling into the snow next to him.  He waited a moment longer, expecting a body to join the weapon.  When it didn’t happen, Saunders rose to a crouch, a grenade in each hand.

 

***        ***        ***

 

Littlejohn trudged slowly through the snow, M1 held at the ready.  His left bicep burned where the German’s bullet had creased him, but it hadn’t bled long and he’d managed to get sulfa sprinkled over the wound and a dressing tied in place, if not as neatly as Doc might have done.  The German hadn’t fared so well.  Littlejohn had found three corpses strewn in the snow. 

 

Rifle fire echoed around him, bouncing off the banks of pines and the snow-covered boulders.  The air itself, filling now with fat snowflakes, seemed to shrink from the concussion.  Littlejohn felt the world narrow to just the few feet in front of his boots and the few behind where his footprints filled rapidly, erasing the evidence of his passage.  He moved with slow deliberation, each step seeming to take hours when he knew it could only have been seconds.  Shaking his head, Littlejohn marveled at the quiet, not realizing that it only existed inside himself.

 

BOOM!

 

The earth shuddered out from under the big private, dumping him on his rear in the snow.

 

BOOM!

 

Another explosion followed the first by only a heartbeat, trailed by a silence so complete Littlejohn could have been alone in the forest, lying flat on his back in the cold, eyes wide with shock.  Blinking slowly, he became aware of his M1 digging painfully into his left hip and rolled to one side, extricating the weapon from beneath him.  With a grunt, Littlejohn struggled to his feet, trying to remember just where it was he was supposed to be going.  Looking down at his overcoat, he brushed off a surprisingly thick layer of snow, only now realizing that he’d been lying there for more than a few minutes.

 

“Hey!  HEY!  He’s over here, Littlejohn’s over here!”  Nelson’s unmistakable boyish voice squeaked up an octave or two as he rounded a copse of trees and stumbled headlong over his own feet.  Shoving up to his elbows, he grinned at Littlejohn, eyes wide with undisguised joy.

 

Ames appeared, M1 held ready in his hands.  Face haggard with fatigue, he continued past his squad mates for a few yards, staring into the darkening forest.  Apparently satisfied that they were safe for at least the time being, he turned back to the big private, allowing his haunted gaze to rest on Littlejohn for a brief moment before returning to his scrutiny of the perimeter.

 

Billy hauled himself to his feet and shoved his rifle onto his back.  He gripped Littlejohn’s parka just below the bandage, inspecting the untidy knot.  “You okay?”  

 

As Littlejohn opened his mouth to answer, Saunders shoved his way between them, giving the injury a cursory once-over and then glancing over at Ames.  “We gotta get back to Caje.  Left ‘im back at the rendezvous.”  He shoved his helmet back from his forehead, combing his fingers through his hair.  Turning his attention once more to Littlejohn, he lifted his chin questioningly, blue eyes bright against his frost-bitten skin.

 

“You okay?”

 

Littlejohn nodded, wincing as he shouldered his weapon.  “I’m okay, Sarge.”

 

Saunders nodded too and turned away, staggering slightly into a deep drift before catching his balance with one hand against a tree.  He took a deep breath and coughed, hacking, shoulders hunched against the cold and fatigue.  Behind him the men glanced at each other, shaking their heads in confusion.  Clearing his throat, Saunders spat into the snow and then set off, boots punching through the icy crust with each step.

 

Ames, take the point.”

 

***        ***        ***

 

Caje shoved himself away from the Frenchman, flinching inwardly at the man’s fetid breath, and stood, staring intently into the thick forest.  The firefight seemed to be over, silenced by the double explosions of grenades whose echo had been rapidly swallowed up in the heavy snowfall.  He absently massaged his elbow, the only part of his arm that could be touched without sending him into paroxysms of pain. 

 

<”What do you see, my friend?”>

 

The scout closed his eyes briefly, knowing that the sole reason for their being on the mountain in the first place was to meet with this man, but wishing with all his heart that Aramis would just vanish into the trees and leave him alone.  As they’d waited, shoulder to shoulder in Caje’s snowy cave, he’d felt every flinch of Aramis’ bony body against his own, jarring his injured arm and his jangling nerves.  The sound of the firefight, the only means Caje had of monitoring Saunders and the others, hadn’t helped.  Every shot from an enemy weapon that went unanswered by American rifles wounded him as surely as if he’d been hit.  Only too aware of the Garand strapped across his back, forgotten when he’d tried to convince Aramis to join in the fight, Caje raged against his impotence, both now and before.  Dark eyes snapping in anger, he glared at the Frenchman, snarling at him.

 

<”Nothing.  There is nothing.”>

 

Aramis shrugged, burrowing his thin shoulders deeper into his greatcoat and hunching them against the relentless chill.  Bare hands shoved deep into his pockets, he began to whistle tunelessly, his watery gaze off somewhere in the distance.  As the melody wandered, he removed the two bullets from his coat pocket, rolling them between the fingers of his right hand. 

 

Click…click…click…

 

The scout shook his head once in disgust but leaned in closer all the same.  He’d heard the tune before but couldn’t place it, knowing only that it brought some level of stillness with its discordant notes.  Unaware, Caje softly hummed along as he crouched in the snow, staring and staring, his gloved thumb idly flipping the D-ring holding the Garand to its strap.

 

Click…click…click…

 

 

***        ***        ***

 

“Caje!”

 

Saunders shoved through the last of the drifts, shaking his boots in irritated deliberation with each step and sending shards of ice flying.  He’d noticed Caje’s dark shadow against the even darker pine needles and veered toward him.  Keeping his voice pitched low, he called to the scout again.

 

“Caje!”

 

Head jerking in surprise, Caje held out one hand right in Aramis’ face, forcing the Frenchman back into the hidey-hole and effectively shutting the man’s mouth.  Twice in one day.  Maybe three times.  Caje bit his lip, wondering if he was losing his edge.  He held his breath, counting the moving shadows following the sergeant.  One, two, three.  He exhaled explosively, a small cloud of condensation forming briefly before his eyes and then vanishing in the freshening wind.  He raised his good arm, gave the incoming men the all clear and then signaled Aramis to stand. 

 

“Hey Caje, you really missed a fight, there was…”  Nelson’s excited voice rang in the still mountain air and then trailed off in befuddled puzzlement.  He stood there a moment, staring around Littlejohn’s bulk at the sudden appearance of the raggedy man.  Ames came up from behind and shoved him none-too-gently in the back.

 

“Move along, Nelson, this ain’t a bus stop.”  Ames glanced back over his shoulder, gaze sliding over the darkening forest.  He shook his head, blinking away the shower of snow that slid off his helmet and into his eyes.  Returning his attention forward, Ames skirted around Nelson and Littlejohn, coming face to face with Aramis.

 

“Bonjour, mon ami!” 

 

Before Ames knew what hit him, the Frenchman had wrapped his arms around his neck and hugged him, only pausing long enough to kiss him on both reddened cheeks.

 

“HEY!”  The private shoved Aramis hard enough to dump him in the snow, the earflaps of his giant hat bobbing up and down in hypnotic waves.  Ames forced himself not to shoot the man, swallowing down his automatic indignation with one look at Caje’s shocked expression.   Jaws locked tightly together, he nodded at Saunders and moved back out into the forest.

 

 

The less-than-cordial greeting seemed to have a sobering effect on the man.  He sat in the snow for a long moment, watching Ames’ back disappear into the trees and then climbed to his feet, dusting off his rear with one gloved hand and extending the other to Saunders.  The hand trembled and Aramis flushed, his cheeks glowing hotly against his pale complexion and accentuating the hollows beneath his eyes.

 

“Bonjour, je m’appelle Aramis.”  He tried to smile, lips twitching vaguely upward, but couldn’t control it and simply clamped his mouth shut.  He dropped his hand when the sergeant merely stood and stared at him.

 

Saunders pulled his helmet off, scratching his head thru his wool cap.  One eyebrow lifted in amazement, he turned to his scout. 

 

“This our man, Caje?  Aramis?”’  He lifted his chin in the Frenchman’s direction as Aramis glared at Nelson and Littlejohn in turn. 

 

Caje nodded, dark eyes shadowed.  He shivered as the adrenaline that had been pumping its way through his bloodstream began to dissipate, shrugging deeper into his overcoat and wincing as pain flared anew in his injured arm.  Glancing over at Saunders but not quite meeting the man’s brilliant blue eyes, Caje nodded again.

 

“Yeah, Sarge.  He says he is.”

 

Saunders sighed, wondering if the day would ever end.  Motioning for Littlejohn to join Ames on the perimeter, he reached out, finally offering his hand to the Frenchman.

 

“Sergeant Saunders, 361st.”

 

Aramis swallowed hard, clearing his throat.  His adam’s apple bobbed up and down, corklike, as he fought for enough spit to speak.  Brown eyes grew larger as the seconds ticked by and then…

 

“Bonjour, bonjour!”

 

Caje sighed.  “He says hello.”

 

“No kidding.”  Saunders scowled at the Cajun, ignoring Nelson’s wide grin.  Sudden fatigue washed over him, his muscles trembling and sore.  Spying a log under a thick blanket of snow, Saunders kicked it clean and then sat, waving Aramis and his men down, too.  He listened for a moment but heard nothing out of place, only the muffled clinking of weapons as Littlejohn and Ames patrolled the woods. 

 

“Did he know the password?” 

 

Stilled by the words, Caje felt his pulse pounding in his ears and the heat rising in his face.  It hadn’t occurred to him to question the man.  Who the hell else would be up on this God-forsaken mountain in the middle of a storm?  He closed his eyes briefly, only too aware that his immediate acceptance of Aramis’ identity could have spelled death for them all.  Or worse.  Not looking at Saunders, Caje turned to the Frenchman, praying that the man knew the answer.

 

<”The sergeant wants to know the password.”>

 

Aramis smiled, the creeping shadows of the worsening snowfall dipping into the gaps between his teeth.  He placed one hand over his chest and took a deep breath, for once looking directly at Saunders.

 

<”The password is a question.  I must ask what year the Yankees won their first pennant.”>

 

Caje translated, still turned away from Saunders.

 

Staring at the Cajun’s sharp profile, Saunders nodded slowly.  The password was correct and yet it was obvious that Caje hadn’t asked for it.  Things were getting complicated.  Kirby and Doc were gone, probably dead.  A German patrol had stumbled over them, or maybe they’d stumbled over the Krauts, but either way, somebody was gonna be wondering where their missing men were.  Ames had frozen up and then saved Nelson’s life.  Now he seemed a model soldier but Saunders knew he could crack at any moment.  Littlejohn was wounded and Nelson, well, Nelson was okay for now.  But Caje…

 

Saunders blinked, suddenly aware of the fear rising in the Frenchman’s face.  He knew instantly what the man was thinking, had he trusted the wrong men, was he about to die?  He forced himself to relax his grip on the Thompson and pasted a grin across his face.

 

“Tell him 1921, Caje.  1921.”

 

Shoulders rounded in relief, Aramis looped his arms loosely around his knees.  His eyes didn’t soften, though, watching carefully the tense interplay between Saunders and his scout.

 

“Ask him if he has the information.”

 

Caje translated.

 

<”Of course, of course!  But you have to take me with you.  The Bosch are all over the mountain.  There aren’t enough of us left to elude them any longer.  Our families…are lost.  You’ll have your information.  But I’m coming, too.”>

 

Aramis glared at Saunders in hot defiance as Caje translated.  He slowly stood, brushing the snow from his greatcoat with careful deliberation. 

 

With a snort, Saunders climbed to his feet, too, followed after a brief moment by Nelson.  Caje stayed where he was, arm cradled close to his chest and his gaze fixed in the distance.  Blue eyes met brown.  The snow continued to fall.

 

“Sarge?”  Littlejohns’ voice broke through the tension.  “Sarge, we’re losing daylight.  We gotta find someplace to camp.”  He appeared through the trees, wiping his nose on the back of his sleeve.  “Sarge?”

 

Saunders shook his head, dislodging a surprising amount of snow and ice from his helmet.   A sudden fit of coughing overtook him, almost driving him to his knees.  Bent almost double, Saunders fought for breath, each lungful of frigid air a lump of ice in his chest.  Dammit!  He looked at Littlejohn, then back at Aramis.  I’ve got no choice! 

 

“Okay.  We’re movin’ out.  Get Ames back here, Littlejohn.  Caje, find out from Aramis here if there’s anyplace we can hole up.  Nelson…”

 

Caje hauled himself up, spitting questions at the Frenchman. 

 

As the wind picked up and night began to fall, the weary squad dragged themselves through the drifting snow, following the bouncing earflaps of Aramis’ giant hat.

 

***        ***        ***

 

Kirby stumbled over his own feet, falling face-first in the drifting snow on the downhill side of the path.  He shifted his weight off the B.A.R. and rolled onto his back, panting in the thin mountain air.  The glimpse of sky he could see through the dense pines was bruised, variegated hues of purple and deep blue, fading away into yellow.  Kirby closed his eyes briefly, knowing now they would be spending the night on the slopes, without cover or adequate clothing.

 

“Doc?  I’m okay, don’t worry, Kirby’s always okay.”

 

Kirby lay perfectly still, his pulse hammering in his ears.  Nothing.  With more energy than he realized he still possessed, the B.A.R. man shot to his knees and then his feet, staring back up the trail.  Nothing.  The deepening shadows pooling around the trees could have hidden a division or two, Kirby knew, and he churned his way through the snow, frightened eyes darting from one side to the other as he searched for the missing medic.

 

Not again, not again, not again…there! 

 

Doc was down in the drifts, body curled tightly around his injured arm, his entire frame shaking with fierce tremors.  His teeth chattered together, lips moving slightly as he muttered barely audible words.  Oh God, oh God, oh God…  He didn’t look up nor open his eyes as Kirby dropped into the snow beside him, calling out his name.

 

Reaching down to touch Doc’s shoulder, Kirby saw the fresh blood spattered over the clean white snow.  “Jesus, Doc, ya gotta stick with me!”  He gently rolled the medic onto his back, wincing at the sight of the man’s disheveled uniform. 

 

Blood still seeped slowly from under the makeshift bandage, sliding down the ragged fringe of the scarf and into the snow.  The front of Doc’s parka and pants was soaked and stiff with drying gore.  His face was deathly pale and his eyes, showing only the barest sliver of blue, darted back and forth, his gaze not resting on anything for longer than a second.

 

Kirby patted down his own pockets, searching in vain for anything that might be usable as a bandage.  Nothing.  Dammit!  He hesitated, cold fingers poised over the blood-sodden scarf.  “Doc?  I gotta look at this, just take a minute now.”  He picked at the knot, biting his lip in concentration.

 

Doc rolled away from him, moaning in pain.  “No, please, please, Kirby, no…”  The medic’s voice was hoarse with desperation.  His right arm pushed feebly at the B.A.R. man, fending him off.  “Hurts, Kirby, it…hurts.” 

 

Kirby sat back on his heels in exasperation, his hands curled into tight fists on his hips.  He’d never felt such overwhelming frustration, the need for action pounding in his chest and yet he found himself totally unable to do anything.  He reached out and set one hand on the medic’s shoulder. 

 

“I know, Doc, I know it hurts.  We gotta think, I mean, I gotta think.  I mean, it’s getting’ dark.  Ain’t no place up here we can hole up.  No nice little farmhouse with a couple ‘a nice little farmer’s daughters waitin’ to warm us up, hey, Doc?  Wouldn’t that be nice?  A couple ‘a madam moyselles an’ a couple ‘a bottles ‘a French wine?  Caje wouldn’t believe it if ole Kirby an’ Doc found themselves a couple ‘a little honeys to spend the war with.  No sirree, he wouldn’t.  Hey Doc?”

 

Leaning over the medic, Kirby shook him gently by the uninjured arm. 

 

Doc barely responded, unfocused blue eyes opening to regard Kirby briefly and then sliding shut again.  His legs moved a few inches back and forth, digging down into the snow.

 

Kirby stared at the man a moment longer, gingerly brushing the ice from Doc’s parka and face.  He’d never had to worry about an injured squad mate before.  The medic had always taken care of them with competence and compassion, never complaining.  Kirby shook his head, swallowing hard against the fear rising in him.  It was one thing to face an enemy machinegun nest.  Quite another to know that the only thing standing between Doc and bleeding to death was the speed with which Kirby could get them off the mountain.  He knew that he was losing the race with every passing moment, each dropping degree signaling the oncoming night.

 

He stood abruptly, looking around them.  Everywhere were stands of evergreens, their branches drooping heavily with snow.  Kirby frowned with concentration, the growing wind filling him with the need to hurry.  He glanced down at Doc one more time, reassuring himself that the medic would be okay for the moment.  Sure he will. 

 

Moving clumsily uphill, Kirby investigated a particularly dense grouping of trees.  Thick foliage brushed the ground, forming a cave of sorts.  Dropping to his knees, Kirby crawled under and found himself in darkness.  The ground was covered with shed pine needles, soft and fragrant.  The private grinned suddenly, hope singing in his heart.

 

Shuffling back out again, Kirby began to gather windfall branches, shaking the snow from their needles and shoving them under the canopy of the little grove.  He checked on the medic from time to time, anxious gaze darting from the horrendous wound to Doc’s chest, watching the slow rise and fall that indicated he was still breathing.